A continuing saga of middle age angst and self-deprecation. As I approach the 50 year mark of my life I am zeroing in on what I actually like to do, as opposed to what I must do. And, I must say, it is ABOUT DAMN TIME!!
And So on
Published on December 19, 2004 By PunkStarAce In Misc
12 days to go. I've been at this job for almost 19 years, and in 12 more days I'm done with it. When I first started there, it was out of
the necessity of I HAVE to have a job. I moved to Florida from New York (I always say New York is a great place to be from) after being laid off, well, let's be honest and say fired from my job as a truck tire repair man. Not the greatest job but I made 9 bucks an hour plus overtime and back in the early 80s that wasn't bad. Lost my mind to cocaine, though, and that made it a total waste of my life up to that point. So, I did what any straight thinking person would do. Packed up my wife and 2 year old son and moved FAR away, to start all over. Worked in retail, in 1 hour photo service and became one of the best in the business. I made close to 3 million bucks in bottom line profit dollars for this company, over 19 years. Now my job is no longer important due to digital technology, and my way of doing things (which means actually caring about people and making the most of what I have at my disposal) is no longer the way things are done. We are now generic, mass produced garbage, and before my own eyes I have become a dinosaur.
So, what to do? What do I like to do? I like to drive. I like to travel around and see different places. I went to trucking school and got my class A license, and beginning in January I will be doing just that, travelling the country in my rig, and making better money than I have at any time in my life. There's a lot to be said for quitting what you hate and doing what you like. So, if you are on the interstate and you pass a big 18 wheeler blasting the Ramones , wave hello, and I'll be sure to wave back. I finally get to live the way I want, and in this life you can't ask for anything more.

Comments
on Dec 19, 2004
While it's bad that you had to lose your old job, it sounds like you'll enjoy your new one even more
on Dec 19, 2004
Well, I didn't actually lose it, I'm leaving it for better fortunes. They don't want me to go, but can't pay me what I want. Besides, after a while it is time to move on. And if, for some reason, it doesn't work, they will take me back. But I don't plan on it not working!
on Dec 19, 2004

If you're ever on I-64 in or around Belleville, Illinois......look for me!!!

on Dec 19, 2004
So, if you are on the interstate and you pass a big 18 wheeler blasting the Ramones , wave hello, and I'll be sure to wave back. I finally get to live the way I want, and in this life you can't ask for anything more.


You have no idea how much hope you've just given me. You've been at your job longer than I've been at mine (I'm at 14 years) - AND you're leaving it to pursue what pleases you. Good for you! And best of luck!

What part of FL? Me, I usually try to steer clear of 95, but if I ever hear some Ramones blasting, of course I'll wave!
on Dec 20, 2004
I'm in St. Petersburg, home of the not much going on. I have to say, if I gave you hope, I'm glad. I said many years ago I didn't want to be pushing 50 and be behind the counter of the store, saying to customers, "is there anything else today?" and hating every minute of it. It's a huge step, and it's kind of scary, but it feels like the right thing to do. I'm up for a new adventure, and I don't want to be old wishing I had done something else.